➤ ㅤ𝐓𝐈𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐌, a study into : fear of commitment ( When all anyone has ever done is leave you behind. ), what it takes to survive in a world that has teeth ( And the odds are stacked against you. ), and the dangers of having a soft heart ( So you build walls to protect it. )

An independent elf OC, Aomora Sunstrike, with verses in Warcraft, League, and Final Fantasy XIV. Character has been developed through five plus years, and has gone through a lot. Her path has been mostly shaped through in character sessions, either here on Tumblr or in World of Warcraft. Blog established July 12th, 2020.

Trigger heavy ( Violence, blood and gore, alcohol and smoking, family issues, mental illness, domestic abuse, addiction, sexual themes and more applies here. ) 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐒𝐄 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐈𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐆𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐃. Minors, dni. Blog is not spoiler free, but all spoilers are tagged and / or cut.

Cherished by 🌿𝐑𝐔𝐍𝐀 / 25 / She/her / Scandinavian. Please read my rules before following and my dossier before interacting, both can be found on my carrd.

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02. SEXUAL & ROMANTIC ORIENTATION.

TL;DR, Aomora is pansexual, panromantic, and monogamous.

But she is also still figuring herself out. For the longest time she has denied her attraction to the same sex, and presented as hetero but also not quite ━ she has flirted with and had relations with women, openly even, but the minute someone has tried to put a label on her of some sort she has gotten defensive, shut down on them and pushed them away.

This paragraph from one of her carrds puts her stance on things quite well, actually.

Although she has attraction to both genders ( And anyone in between, for that matter. ), she has yet to come to terms with such fully. She dislikes labels, and as such prefers to be viewed as someone who will feel romantic and sexual feelings for anyone, regardless of gender.

So as you can see, her issue is more with other people putting her in a box of any sort, than her own perception of herself. Aomora hates labels to the point she will seriously consider cutting people off who try to make her fit into one, because she sees this as them not understanding or even disrespecting her wishes.

It’s taken her a long time to be somewhat comfortable with her own sexuality, but that is in part due to people doing the aforementioned.

I wrote about them in my absence, so here is a vague timeline / info dump on Aomora’s family. All of this defaults to Aomora’s Warcraft verse. Enjoy!

Note that the WoW timeline is actual garbage and I tried my best to get the numbers right. I am also terrible with numbers, so I apologize if this is a little inconsistent in terms of numbers in general. Basically, take the numbers featured here with a grain of salt.

AGES & ASSOCIATED HERBS ( AS OF DRAGONFLIGHT ) ➤

Reyana, the Ranger ( Firebloom ) : Died age 350.
Dethran, the Magister ( Goldthorn ) : Died age 322.
Elanthe, the Priestess ( Sanguine Hibiscus ) : Age 242.
Liendra, the Farstrider ( Kingsblood ) : Age 188.
Thoran'das, the Blood Knight ( Mageroyal ) : Died age ~123.
Solniar, the Hunter ( Talandra’s Rose ) : Age ~130.
Erendras, the Soldier ( Peacebloom ) : Age 101.
Aomora, the Pyromancer ( Tiger Lily ) : Age 59.
Cyrana, the Warlock ( Wildvine ) : Age 51.

DEATHS ( AS OF DRAGONFLIGHT ) ➤

→ Dethran ( The father ) was the first immediate family member to die, as he defended Quel'Thalas against the Scourge some ~18 years ago.

→ Thoran'das ( Twin of Solniar ) fell during the Fourth War, fighting to keep Quel'Thalas safe at the Arathi warfront, roughly ~7 years ago.

→ Reyana ( The mother ) died to a mysterious illness very recently.

TIMELINE ( AS OF DRAGONFLIGHT ) ➤

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blackgirlsvevo:

me, violently beating back my emotions with a broom: for the last time i said shut the FUCK up

nightprompts:

&. 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  you  know  that  dynamic  of  the  emotionally  closed  off  one  &  the  kind  one  they  have  a  soft  spot  for?  yeah,  that’s  the  vibe.  )

said from the lone wolf.

• ❛ you think you know me, but the truth is, you don’t. ❜
  
• ❛ going home isn’t an option anymore. ❜
  
• ❛ i’m fine. there’s nothing for you to worry about. ❜ 
  
• ❛ do you wish i was different? ❜ 
• ❛ i just, i don’t want anything bad to happen to you. ❜ 
  
• ❛ you deserve better than what you’ve got. ❜
  
• ❛ i guess we both lost something we were fond of. ❜ 
  
• ❛ i’m not leaving you out here alone. ❜ 
  
• ❛ you don’t have to keep me company, i’m fine by myself. ❜ 
  
• ❛ coming here to see you is the only place i could go. ❜
• ❛ i’m afraid of losing you, okay? ❜ 
  
• ❛ i know you probably hate me right now, and i get it. ❜
  
• ❛ what is with your weird fascination with me? ❜ 
  
• ❛ yeah, you keep on telling yourself that bullshit. ❜ 
• ❛ i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings, i just have a lot on my plate. ❜ 
• ❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 
  
• ❛ if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would be. ❜
  
• ❛ people like us don’t get to decide when we’re done. ❜
  
• ❛ i’ve never had anything good happen to me when i trusted others. ❜
  
• ❛ you won’t survive out there. they tear all good things apart. ❜
  
• ❛ i don’t know what’s the truth or what’s a lie anymore. ❜ 
• ❛ you got guts, i’ll give you that. ❜ 
• ❛ the more you know, the shorter your life will be. ❜ 
  
• ❛ for the first time in years, i felt something that i thought had been lost to me. ❜ 
  
• ❛ what you think you’re going through is nothing to what i have been through. ❜ 

said from the soft spot. 

• ❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜
• ❛ how is it that you’re never scared? ❜
  
• ❛ you think i’m weak because i’m not like you. ❜
• ❛ you wanted to be left alone, right? ❜ 
• ❛ how do you make the pain go away? ❜
  
• ❛ you shouldn’t smoke, you know. ❜
• ❛ destroy what is destroying you. ❜
• ❛ i hope you find the peace you’re searching for. ❜
  
• ❛ you know my door is always open to you. ❜
• ❛ i look at you and my heart breaks because all i see is loneliness. ❜
  
• ❛ you’re avoiding the subject and you know it. what are you hiding from me? ❜ 
  
• ❛ you’re not at war anymore, you can come home. ❜
  
• ❛ it feels like you’ve been avoiding me. ❜
  
• ❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜
  
• ❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 
  
• ❛ why do you care? you could have just walked away. ❜ 
  
• ❛ i know you. how else do you think i found you so easily? ❜
• ❛ if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? ❜ 
• ❛ i just thought you’d like some company. ❜ 
  
• ❛ are you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you? ❜
  
• ❛ i knew you had a heart. ❜ 
  
• ❛ can you look at me? please? ❜
  
• ❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜
  
• ❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜
• ❛ you have something beautiful inside of you. it’s hard for some people to tell, but it’s there. ❜

WHAT FORM OF LOVE DO YOU EMBODY?

love as hunger.

[ love as ravenous desire, love as something fragrant and home-built ] when florence welch said “we all have a hunger” and when jenny slate asked “who will come into my kitchen and be hungry for me?” and when violet trefusis wrote“I want you hungrily, frenziedly. passionately. I am starving for you…” and when anne carson asked “what are we made of but hunger and rage?”

➤ @goetiya : Lucretia gently takes her by the chin and steals a kiss

Left, right, left. Twirl, repeat. Aomora grins at Lucretia while their feet carry them across the floor. It’s been far too long since they’ve seen each other and as such, the dancer has a lot of pent up mischief she has been waiting to unleash. What with her favorite target gone, it’s been damned near unbearable for someone as attention-seeking as she.

When their dance draws to a close, and Lucretia’s hand goes to grab Aomora’s chin in the gentlest hold, Aomora does not fight the kiss that comes next. Does not even utter a word about them being in public. She just returns the gesture, eyes closing against the feeling of her partner so close.

❝ Mm. Nice t'see ya too, hot stuff. Anythin’ I can get ya at th’ bar? ’s on th’ house. Least, ’m sure Zev will agree. ❞

Her grin never fades. Not even once. She has a bounce to her step that sends her long ponytail swishing behind her as she makes her way towards the bar, not letting go of Lucretia’s hand. Upon arrival, she knocks on the heavy wood counter once, and the barkeep turns around, only to roll their eyes when they see who it is. Zevhara walks over, eyeing Lucretia up and down and pursing their lips with a quiet hum.

❝ Long time, no see. Do me a favor and take this one for a walk or something. She’s been utterly unbearable in your absence. ❞

Aomora pouts at her friend at their brutal honesty. She hadn’t been that bad! And her co-dancers had it worse than Zevhara, too! She opens her mouth to speak, but instead turns towards Lucretia last minute.

❝ Not a word from ya. ❞

Commission dump for Aomora, pt. 2 / 2 featuring PixWiz’s very on point depiction of her!

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